the one holding my soul.

2008-07-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

AND YES. . .

since people keep asking when am i gonna update my blog and some even ask is it that i miss the sajc post so much. .. . . so i shall blog today. now. now. now. haha!

well BT2 isnt that good so i shall not say anything abt that. just feeling inferior you know..
when ppl are so smart den you so stupid that kind of feeling. . . haha! basically school life is fine. besides the sucky timetable in which i end the earliest is 4.. and that is on monday=.= and i haven pass my napfa..-.- haiya.. okay la sch is fine overall.. besides much gossips still going around. . .

talk of the month, i went to watch nbc. well, to support the SAB and smu.. i can conclude that in life, some things are not meant to be ba.. haha! act cheam sia me. wth man.. aiya basically sab got a result they did not deserve. in fact that deserve higher than wad they got.. boring bands that make people sleep like the last band, which was totally crap, got like wad shit. . .. well i was like WTF-ing after the results but well, its just a cock comp to put it crudely..
SMU deserved wad they got. their el cam.. woooots... gosh. i can say its the best version i heard frm a spore band man..

anyway Alevels is in.. less than 100 days. . how "exciting" right? can you feel my excitement?haha! go eat shit, i was just kidding.. hate studying la...now must study. study. study. study.. hai sian ah! though i keep going out to havoc once in awhile.. but still.. hw hw hw. test test test.

OH now my hse got a dog anyway. how lame right.. aiya i don like bother wif it one. its my sis's THINGY-.- haha! and its always in this enclosure thing. so sad.. like jail like that. but its hyper active.. always bark.. shld feed it wif poison ah!
ahah!

i need to sleep now, and study, and shit..
bye people!

2008-06-03T07:43:00.001-07:00

i know the sajc concert was like a couple of weeks ago. but only till now den i had the time to put up the pictures ma. and i realised its not many.. i mean not many pictures with ME inside la-.- haha! not frm my cam one somemore. so here they are..

this is the SAJC CONCERT BAND! haha! not really very big in size. but quite "big" in sound. notice how happy we all were after the concert. hah. the last time i would take picture in the band room man. haha..

the all mighty batch of sajc concert band. batch of 07/08! trust me, you would nv find a band sound similar to ours.. haha! cocky man!

MUSICAL band! haha! thanks to them the musical would be a success.. til now, 20th century fox fanfare is still stuck in my head.. haha!

this is PRINCESS renee.. aka as nurfarah mattar. she was the star of the night with her voice. she had recieved about maybe 10million comments about her nice voice-.- like wadever..

SHILIN..! my classmate. duh.. haha! we got this picture after her very on photo session with her kenny. she is my joke target everytime in band. tell me when theres a prac when i nv suan her:D haha!

2pictures of li sijia, since she was the one who provided the pictures. my good friend as always.. our friendship is all about laughing and beating one another.. haha!

thats all people..!

2008-05-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

i sumpah i still cant believe band is over. tmr will be my batch last prac, which i need to fight to get a time slot so that we can gather again one last time-.- for mr benji yeo also. since we are like his demo band, played beyond the highlands, lotah and now as the moon whispers.. haha!

i still haven gotten any pictures so yeah. everyone is like talking about whatsoever things. around school, in class.. haha!

i'm doing my own music now.
i miss my batch and our gorgeous sound already..

2008-05-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

SAJC CONCERT BAND

it started out real good for festive. it was a real waste. a mistake by the most unexpected person whom brought sajc band to where it is now. was rather disappointed with him. but den again... ... the piece den continued. i missed my solo cos i don even know where to come in. to think i still played with my injured thumb-.- but i thot festive overture ended off pretty alright.. was super sad after the first piece. den again.. american in paris. he make mistake agian!! wtf!! haiya. i think he losing touch. celtic was a bit aggressive but i thot it was fine. and after the j2s got off stage.. i was alr so sad i just wanted to cry. holding back my tears like a fuck alr.. until i cannot stand it. it was my last concert. everyone knows my life is all about music. and to know that it started off so badly, i just cant control my tears. and suddenly everyone start to crowd around me as though i mental case like that. haha! and we had only whatsoever things so end off the first half. honestly, the whatsoever things isnt that perfect. abit of balance issue here and there, tonguing and inaccuracy.. but there's sth special about it. all of us played our hearts out. "enjoy the music part of it" and yes we did.

musical was just funny, pure entertainment.. all the hard work for it paid off. thanks for the musical band to end off my arrangement so beautifully, it sounded the best so far. haha.

once again, i'm still very disappointed with him.
thank you, sajccb, for all the wonderful memories. i wont find a band that have that kind of sound again. that thick, "movie-like", layered band sound. shiok and orgasmic!

photos will come when i get from people.

<3s>

2008-05-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

now that my thumb kena a deep cut since yest, i abit worried for tmr's concert. if tmr my thumb still hurts, it means i have to give up my festive solo. i will be damn sad i sumpah.. today had band for the last time before concert. i thot the musical part became a routine, but i know tmr would be different, wif lots of audience, the atmosphere would be totally different. the musical band will be damn high for sure! ahah.

went for late dinner yest wif sijia and shilin. i so long nv have dinner wif them alr. ahha! i sumpah, i was super high and shouting and making retarded comments, but it was damn shiok. cos only they wil pei he wo.. ahah! den had the chocolate mousse, quite shiok ah the smell of it.

SAINTS E MUZICA is tmr. fast? yeah man. i cant believe tmr wil be my last concert with sajc concert band. i hope it would be a bang man. actually no need to hope. haha! like wad i always say, enjoy the concert. no stress involved. just have fun people!

super tired alr.

2008-05-14T08:13:00.000-07:00

well, i'm so pissed off in band today. i spoke to my batch alr. i mean its not that i mind people going down to watch whatever match. but hey come on, concert is this sunday, at least know wad is important. everyone wants to watch the match too, so what makes you people so special that you can skip band and go down to watch. just cos of a green slip? rubbish la pls. just a reminder the concert is this sunday, and after the concert, we are so called out of band. treasure the times tgt man, before, during and after band.. the bandroom is the place where brilliant musicians like us come tgt. not a hotel, rmb that..

today's prac was rather useless actually, in terms of its schedule. appreciate all the people who were so tired but try not to look tired. haha! i swear i tried to make bandprac as funny alr man. besides the start which i totally got pissed off.. ohwell. den today got the council thing(the band picture) haha! so sweet la. but i forgot to bring hm. haha. mine is in the band room. lol. school is getting sian and tiring.. tmr is my super long day. but since tmr got band so shall not complain.. aha!

i will be having band for the next few days till sunday itself. honestly i cant wait for sunday, cos its gonna be full hse and confirm a big bang man! whatsoever things people! i just realise like out of 10people i talk to in a day, 9 are sajc band members. ahah. random fact of the day.. all my friends are frm band, except jill, my bestfriends are from band.. my whole world like revolve around band like that. haha. all my band friends and music are the only 2elements that can make me high see. besides food..

benji is apparently in malaysia so hope he enjoys himself there. ahah. he is at RENDANG! haha! redang la.. i was just kidding.. haha.

to wo zui teng de, come on! last spa alr! do yr best and get over and done with it man! k? "chaosao bao, ipoh horfun. . . . . . .. . . .. . . . " haha!

SAJC concert band aka SAJCCB!
remember, perform with your heart and give yr best.
play with *down here* and not *up there*

2008-05-13T07:00:00.001-07:00

was listening to our rhapsody by mr paganini.. abit of faults here and there but i thot the sound was woot man. i wan another syf, somehow. the preparation isnt very nice (like duh) but its the time when everyone will really give in their best.i still rmb that i told my j1s last yr, whoever that squeak during syf will die! ahah! thats quite funny.. concert is coming too. i will also say the same thing to them. today had meeting on the concert day schedule, and all of the leaders were so excited about the concert. i certainly hope it will be good. i still damn scared for my solo.. jia sai liao. ahah!

i've been very tired nowadays. really need a total break like 24hrs sleep man. well actually even though i'm tired but i will just be very high by late night talks. so whenever i reach class the next day, i would be a zombie alr. i will just. . .stone. haha! like a shi tou.

to all band members, this is our last push to the concert day itself. i hope tmr's rehearsal will be good. hope ah hope..

to the girls' soccer, good luck for yr match tmr. the chances of you guys losing are almost nil. so good luck to maria and gang and do sajc proud once again like how you all did last yr!

2008-05-09T08:07:00.000-07:00

photo time again. and so the thot of leaving sajc band is still very sad.. haiya.. haha!

my first concert! we performed beauty and the beast. we were the bomb man! and our 07/08 batch yet again!

this looks real spastic. haha! but thats my clarinet.. haha!

augustine! haha. he is one of those few that talks cock wif me one. haha! he cant play frumset for nuts though.

BAND CONVENTION! a replacement for pres night. ahah! we performed postcards from singapore:D

dinner at fish and co. it was after band camp. not many people cos people all shagged after band camp alr:/

still fish and co! haha!

spastic shit. haha!

BAND CAMP 07! the group that tidy up the library till morning. haha!

2008-05-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

and hello to the world. i hardly come online and so here i am blogging..

sadly, band is ending. just had band camp the last wkend. it was very productive i thought. our concert pieces are more or less settle with whatsoever things still being the bomb. the j1s piece is still not stable yet cos they just had the piece. so shall help them wif it.. if they don mind that is. but sadly after band ends marks the start to preparations for alevels. to many, i'm not a study kind of person. i play hard, study soft.. so yeah. like tmr got econs test, though i revised alr, but today i still went out eat and relac with my mother all=) haha.

band oh band.. now its the kind of emo period that i will look back at my band journey wif sajc band. our music journey started with beauty and the beast during my first concert, with the very scandalous skit wif mehmeh hayden.. our first piece as a batch, almost perfect beauty and the beast:) if you listen to the recording of our beauty and the beast, the chances of you getting goosebumps is... almost certain. den had syf with our j2s, gold with honours, a hard-fought one. though we fail to get into pres night (which was really disappointing) but our syf performance was already the show of the year. rhapsody . . .~~ bo qi ah! haha. den we had our new zealand trip, cip perf, potong pasir perf (the classic one) band camp which i thot was the start of our batch evolving into music shens and from then on, sh8 and all the performances and band practices were.. awesome:D i will so miss band like mad and if benji is seeing this he wil be like "still got alumni k?"-.- stimes the kind of bond you have with yr own batch cannot be replace by other bands. i will miss the percs and their retardedness, the euphos which gave me sth i nv had before in twe, jian hui's pizz, gabriel's jazzy sax sound, thr trombone section's mighty hi-fi system tone, the mighty cornets, the god-like horn section under our band's motivator jeremy tan, the dsa oboe section, the flute section, and my section whom went frm down there to up there.. miss my dinner company, miss shaikha, miss my mother, maybe miss everyone..

the clarinet section!

MY 07/08 batch of clarinetist!

MR BENJI YEO!

syarah..

i thot this was quite classic. daryl! haha

nurfarah mattar, the person with the longest name.haha!

SIJIA, my laugh-hurt partner..

SAJC band! ;D i guess its the best sporean wind band man.

2008-04-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

with many dramas going on in all the blogs related to.. mmmhmm.. i shall blog abt politically correct stuff man. ltr kena shoot ah.. ahhaahah! not farni of cos.. lol.

to shaikha nurfarah mattar, pls take care of yr toe. don worry.. nth will happen to your beloved musical la. don worry.. don be upset. just chill man:)

and sooooooo... pmt was on friday. and surprisingly PI DEEE.. was pretty nice. all he said was nice and encouraging stuff. no bad stuff don worry. but apparentlyhe ask me whether i'm attached.. and like i was say. i think he is secretly.. mmhmm.. you know. haha! many many homework to do man. got chem, maths.. ermm.. gp.. erm.. yeah. thats pretty alot alr. sat had band, aiya actually my life quite mundane one. nth fantastic going on. haha!

still gotta do my stuff. band is ending in 3wks.. how sad is that.. haven played in a proper rehearsal yet man..

2008-04-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

today i really got so sian of conducting. i just needed a break. sounds damn weird rite. i haven played in a band for a very very long time know. to me, playing wif my batchmates are of similar joy to conducting them. so i let daryl conduct today. but anyway i wasnt lazy or anything but its just you know.. everytime you conduct a band for the same 4 pieces thrice a wk.. soon it will get bored. now its the super tiring period where everyone will be tired. and band pracs may get boring cos its all abt polishing up own individual probs. very hard to spice up band pracs den.. so i decided to play for today.

so fun ah playing with the band. look around you and all yr batchmates.. crack jokes.. blah blah. make fun of ppl.. haiya i wish i can play more and conduct less.. for now that is. super tired la......

today what made my day was dinner after band la. went my favourite sushi.. haha. oh and i went to play mahjong today.. shilin won the most with 20 over bucks.. so much ah. we played 10cents okay....

tmr got school.

it feels like a holiday now. or wkend..

i understand why our dear conductor always needs a break cos me too..

2008-04-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

okay i know i haven been blogging for a long time. but hey, i super busy rite? so yeah. i hardly come online nowadays also. by the time i reach hm from school its already my bedtime. haha! i wonder why i still sleep in lectures eh or maybe just feeling sleepy..

SO as usual my life revolves around band still. band pracs are getting pretty alright. i'm loving saturdays now. haha! besides the morning basketball games of cos. i miss that kind of band sound that only sajc concert band can produce man. its just sth which you will nv be able to hear elsewhere.. perhaps its just unique? did MANY MANY sight reading on sat. haha! even for the musical band. best part? merry widow man! haha. and even my mini musical band still has that sound for merry widow. haha. its like a free mp3 for me man. totallyyyyyyy..

met up with mr yeo on sat. haha. so long nv talk cock with him ah. ever since he like left sajc den our band seem to lack that someone to guide us. well, our resident conductor let us run by ourselves (and luckily we survived in style). so as i was telling him, he needs to come back and help during his hols man. i mean.. no hidden meaning but yeah. he quite fat now also! ahhaha! okay just joking.. gd luck for his exams man.

AND so.. school is gonna start again tmr. real sian. tues i have my 3hr geog test, friday i have math test. many many test coming. yes i know i need to study..... ....... ....... which is why i'm sian. luckily wed got sports day. and since i'm not running den it can be a break for me rite? hahah! totally...

apparently eiger is stuck in my head now. ahah!

eh i lazy to blog alr.. bye people

2008-04-13T07:11:00.000-07:00

my blogger still doesnt allow me to change font and clr. i think they cutting cost man.

anyway yesterday was almost the best band practice i had in sajc band. i'm not being a biased shit here but i think wad mr jeremy said about the weights thing was true, and funny. . . haha. yest, my batch gave me major goosebumps when they played their whatsoever things. well the j1s had to rehearse their my first concert see. so we had to leave the bandroom and move to the cafe to practise. well, everyone is saying that our batch is damn cocky etc etc etc.. our OWN batchmates also say we cocky but got ability so be cocky rite. haha! and so we played whatsoever things.. well not played, we have already surpassed that level, we actually performed (yes, performed) whatsoever things, in the most unpleasant environment like the cafe and without the percs. it wasnt really perfect cos there were some faults here and there. but the whole music was really alive. every bar adds to my goosebumps. if every prac was to be like that.. it would be awesome man. their festive was also good. a little more faults but the sound.. wl eh the sound i tell you. . . the best man! haha! see cocky again. oh well..

and i was watching the my first concert in the cc while the j1s were rehearsing. honestly they didnt sound that bad for twins den i think they got tired. but seeing them makes me miss all the stupid stuff my batch did. haha! our my first concert last yr was so fun. got acting.. all. and we were enjoying ourselves in band so much. i mean still am la. all the many many scandals, the soccer games (in and out of bandrm), 2hrs lunch and many many stupid things. i think i enjoyed conducting sajc band the most.haha.though i got angry with them more. i guess i will really miss band after we all step down and all the stupid things we do.. okay more of the stupid things and almost perfect music. perfect? ya perfect la.. haha! see cocky again..

tmr got school. and napfa-.- i sure fail one. my napfa fail, studies fail..haha! i think i can work in cafe toscana alr man. lol!

2008-04-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

tired tired tired..

i'm damn tired. 80% of my energy goes to band with the remaining 20% to like hmmm sleeping? i hardly get any sleep anyway. yest i slept at like 3plus.. den woke up at 5 to do musical scores. thats about my daily routine of new life man. and it is to, wake up for school, fight to stay awake in class, go band rm or go hm and do sth related to band. full stop! thats benny's life now.. i'm benny heng anyway, not benjamin heng-.-

today had musical run thru in the cc. at least everything is starting to be smooth. soon it will seem like a routine where we all know our stuff and the only thing left is to perform on stage. the music isnt that fantastic but at least we are having fun. well at least the whole band is having fun during the preparations for musical. as usual, everyprac there will bound to be one time when i will shout at people. lift instru so slow, come down to band rm but don self prac-.-, nv do logistics, talk EXCESSIVELY during band prac.. usual man. our first half pieces are so not ready. shall look forward to our batch piece.. it will be awesome man. today i was so tired that during the second run thru i just stone and forgot to cue in the go the dist.. i was like eh shit. i was just so tired.. seriously. even now. by next wk i sure die alr. you know, when a person is super tired, he gets to be very agitated very easily.. so yeah. thats BAD man.

wrt school work, i haven touch anything lately man. maybe except chem and math. no time la like sumpah to the max. its really hard to find time for studies. maybe the best thing i can do is to try and stay awake in class like mentioned above. mr soh's class are like so helpful man. his talking just makes me go to sleep and dream.. the worst is geog lectures. its SO hard to stay awake cos siao's lessons are on so technical urban stuff. all i had in mind is "SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP" haha. yeah man. aiya basically school is damn boring.

i need these 2 things man.
massage
sleep
haha.

2008-03-31T23:06:00.000-07:00

the concert was really a disaster.

the logistics were like crap.
sajc didnt rehearse for our own pieces=unsecure.
my players didnt have instrus/file on stage.
people nv watch.
suddenly everyone played like pimps.
when people are out of tune, they dunno how to get in in tune on the spot. it nv happen before to us last yr. get the double meaning?

i swear it was like the first time sajc played like shit man. i don care that they got my name wrong but people nv turn up on stage was big no no alr man. pissed also cannot show. luckily certain soloist saved our pieces by a bit man.

sick ah. got fever all.. sian.

should i go school tmr? :/ hmmmmmmmmmm

2008-03-29T07:29:00.000-07:00

wl eh blogger now abit cock.. change font also cannot. . .. .. . . ..

so i'm back after my very long break from blogging.

the past few days have been really tiring for me and perhaps everyone else as well. sas concert is coming, our own concert rehearsal is also coming, musical stuff are not really prepared yet.. don feel secure enough. so yeah. today just had band from 9-4.. conducting straight. totally shagged man. morning had to take the musical band, afternoon had to take the sas/sajc combined band. i sumpah i damn tired now. the night before i rarely had any sleep. maybe 1.5 hrs? cos i needed to tidy up at the beginning scores for the musical band. that tired. i was so tempted to take cab in the morning cos i left hse at 8. and band is at 9.. but in the end i took bus. no money:/ haha! luckily miss li got breakfast for me which lasted me the whole day. if not i would be dead man. so thanks.. see i not so mean one.

sas does not seem to be worried about their concert, somehow. they sound nice in the combined band but sounding nice and getting the pieces to come alive seems a bit different. not getting that..

for the sajc, pretty good. satisfied. our pacific dreams is.... nice. thats all. used to nice sounds man. . haha! but people are damn tired in my band now. commitees are rushing their dateline, especially the props, and others are really starting to feel the rush as our rehearsal draws near.. so yes, i'm damn stressed up nowadays.. so when i start to fa xie on people i don mean it okay. . . don so serious. haha! cos i just need to let off my stress..

and i haven been studying lately. band is always my priority see. oh well, guess i have to start studying soon.. esplanade concert on monday. hope it turns out well or excellent, for both sas and sajc..

2008-03-21T08:43:00.000-07:00

since sajcband blog has project revival.. i shall have one here! ahah!

so life is fine. ahah! just finish block test and i know i will screw up geog.. duhhhhhh. its so easy... as in really.. BUT BUT BUT i didnt study for it see. as in not study study.. reading thru DOES NOT EQUAL to studying. i certainly hope i can pass my block test. hope ah hope.. haha!

so band starting tmr. and gonna end like pretty late cos of musical band. i guess for the next few wks till our musical, it will gonna be a busy busy busy period of time.still got sas concert etc.. OH YA!

SAS concert.
31st march at the esplanade.
tickets at $15 each.
Sajccb guest/ combined band.
so interested people pls come and watch.

ohwell.. i have been staying hm to do music these whole while. need to rush here rush there.. all for band. . . . i need a break man! ahah!

okay bye people. i suck at blogging now..
LOL!

2008-03-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

my internet is back to normal:D haha!

life is normal. so long nv blog already. next wk is blk tst. not a single bit prepared.. got so many subjects to clear. got geog, math, econs and chemistry.. so many many many subjects.gp was on friday.. i shall not say anything about that.... .........................

i got C for my chinese:/ how sad is that. was really depressed on friday.. like so sian.i mean C is average la. but like so ugly also! and the j2s did very well for their As. rachel kwan had 3As and 1B.. awesome rite? my dear nicky had 3Bs and sth.. which is not bad too. nicole oh had straight As.. expected man. tts basically abt it. my cousin had straight As too.. top srjc. so shen rite...... ohwell..

band is pretty fine. my batch downa to join nbc.. how sad. sure win also dowan.. lol.we are currently running on a very tight schedule also.. like got sas concert, our own musical.. so busy la. busy many many! but quite fun. although i'm still very impatient in band. i haven self prac for our pieces, especially american in paris.. hate the piece. so meaningless.. ahah.

had band orientation on sat too. and the games section is so screwed up.. haha! me and sijia only had a grp that came to our station.. we waited almost 1hr for the first grp den after the first grp came.. we waited almost 1.5 hrs before the next grp which comprised of mango and joel ONLY.. how lame is that. me and sijia were like stoning and stoning la.. its was like a stoning day.. haha. den had bbq.. wowplayed touch rugby man.so damn fun.. haha! we played until like 10plus. lol. me shilin and sijia were like the "CHAMPION" team man! my very PRO tactics were like so good. manage to score 2 tries.. haha. CROSS TACTIC! ahah. which den after the band orientation, me, sijia, shilin and daryl went to shilin's hse. we intend to play overnight mahjong.. but apparently, shilin doze off. so we didnt manage to play. but that night apparently was quite fun la.. hor.. haha! i didnt sleep man. maybe.. 10mins.? and so we played the next morning.. which i lost like 8bucks..

i'm tired now. next time again people!!

2008-02-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

shall blog about my birthday today den. well i'm not a very BIRTHDAY person la. haha! for those whom i have hint hint abt my presents and all, i was JUST joking okay. i don mean it one. i'm really not a very gift gift person.. so yup:)

the first person to give me a bdae thing is benji yeo ba. he gave me a breakfast treat on sat morning before band. i ask for macs.. haha! budget for him. so yeah. and after band, went to t3 and he gave me a oreo cheesecake thing.so thank you mr yeo! hope yr ancient hero will make a gd sale..

then yest, before my bdae. sijia went to shop for my present, with me-.- thats the lamest thing ah. so today i was suppose to act surprised in school.. when she gave me the 2 pigs, i was like WAA *trying to act surprised* haha! wth rite. so now my room got 3pigs. jiajia, sisi and lulu.. nice names rite? haha! and during the break and the jill gang just gave me their presents lor. got one huge tupperware of pasta! and one shirt thing which says "lumda" heng. i dunno how to spell LUMDA see-.- haha! damn stupid ah and they make me wear it in the cafe. it has all my words.. like "don be yrself shilin" "i'm a whale" ETC

after school i went to catch ps i love you. quite a sad show.. i find it so sad.. haha! somehow la.. okay shut up people. its sad okay! ahahaha!

need to rush tau's proposal now.sian.. bye.

2008-02-14T20:13:00.000-08:00

today is 15th febbennnny sucks!

that was written by shilin the RETARD! hah! i'm in the band room now. cos today my school ends at 1130. pretty early rite? so in the band room with shilin now, we both zuo bo-ing.

and so yesterday was valentinessssssss day. nth much la since i'm single now. haha! i wanted to pon school cos the day damn long for me. but i went cos i jillian was supposed to bring pasta fr the 4 of us. and so i was damn excited to eat her maid's pasta. den when i went to the cc, the stupid jillian gave me a very sorry face. "sorry benny, i forgot to bring the pasta" i was like -_____________- oh my gosh. make me come school for nth. but she gave chocolates in the end. haha. so i forgive her la! my class people also gave many many chocolates. thats why i'm getting abit obese.. ahah! and farah gave me a card, unexpectedly.. well its abit weird right. but i definitely appreciate it of cos. haha! thanks a million. and sijia gave me this last min impromptu card after feeling bad. haha!

tmr there is musical band. hope people turn up on time. i asked benji to treat me breakfast tmr! haha! must exploit him:P wahaha. and my bdae is coming. so yeah. just nice..

super tired. oh the clr change is because i type the ones in brown in the band room, and green at hm now.. hah! bye!

2008-02-09T07:59:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS A DAMN SHIOK DAY MAN!

haha. pretty high now. well in fact i didnt do much visiting today. i only went to my cousin's hse at marine terrace that area. haha.

from there i went to meet ben and sijia at parkway where they wanted to shop. but obviously parkway is so small so there isnt much to shop. ahah! so we went to play pool. played for alomost 2.5 hrs i think. haha! i was super tyco with all my shots okay! ahhaah. okay that wasnt the high point yet.

den me and sijia went ahead to east coast to eat crab. i was feeling like weijie for a moment so we took cab-.- haha! den we went to this long beach restaurant. there was like a million people. so we had to put our names down and wait for them to call. expected waiting time is.. 15-20mins. yes that "short". so we went to the arcade upstairs first. played the basketball thingy, den sijia played ddr, so i joined (i sucked at it) den we played some other games ah. and so almost 20mins have past, and we went back down to ask the "mei nu" for seats. and she said we needed to wait another 15mins-.- so we were like DOTS. we tried waiting but at that time, there were a BIllion people who reserved seats and were like fighting to go in. so by then sijia was alr quite pekcek so i thot of going to the seafood centre there to find other eating place. DEN she had to remind me that the walk to there is about 45 mins long (we walk like jiajia and kenny see-.-), so i was like OKAY NVM PERSEVERE! haha! so we bought lemon tea from bk and then went to wait again.

SO, after another long wait! finally we got seats!!!
HAHA! thats damn exciting okay! when we got to our seats, the first thing we did was to lie down on the seats! HAHA. sumpah man. we were SO tired cos we waited so bloody long for seats. and so we ordered this : one chilli crab, one pepper crab, one plate of sambal kangkong, and 8 pieces of man tou aka buns. i thot the buns was damn small but. . .. it ended up as big as. . . haha. hmmmm.. yeah. the crabs needed another 30mins to wait also. and we played cards and surprisingly, 1hr past alr. and we didnt even realise until i was like eh where is out crab. well the kangkong came first see. so we finished that alr. so i asked like 3 waiters for the crab before it finally arrive. and our first reaction was : OH MY! so many! how to finish?!

haha! so we tried our best. i finish all the not so nice parts of the crab whereas sijia finish the legs and all the weird parts. weird people eat weird parts see. ahha! and we had 8 freaking mayves-like man tous. halfway thru i was like, i cannot make it already-.- ...

BUT in the end we finished EVERYTHING! (well leaving 3 mantous). we so shen ah. we ate SO much know. we ate $123 worth of crabs/food!!! haha! i really cant believe i ate so much. and i spent 123 bucks in a night! hahaha! but it was really so shiok man the crabs. the meat tasted so sweet.. like.. sweet and fresh meat know. so we concluded that the 2hrs worth of waiting time was worth it:) can still taste the crab in my mouth now. wahaha!

den we walked hm, and sijia was so high and so on. . . need not elaborate cos she was being herself. so today was a definite SHIOK DAY! so full my gosh. haha!

2008-02-08T06:23:00.000-08:00

happy LUnar new year to one and . .. ALL!:D

so business for red packet collection has been very bad-.- like not many. well got quite alot ah but the amount inside is pretty .. . . .small? hahaha! but okay.i'm enjoying life ah. the break is pretty good and shiok.i've been craving for crab lately.. i'm not pregnant. don be stupid-.- i'm just abit hungry see.

first day of visiting, back to my grand's den went to"rich man's" hse. oh faith went wif us. faith is my wendy cousin's daughter. who is my niece ah. i think.. i forgot my kindergarden's family tree see. she damn cute:) i will try and put pictures and then show the whole world. i think the whole new year is all about visiting babies.. after that i went to potong pasir ave 1! haha. sounds familiar? sajc la! one of my visiting location is there see. just beside the entrance of sajc. cool ha:D den after that went my 2nd uncle's hse and had lunch. den went to rina's hse. spend quite awhile there. and den went hm at night.

second day. went to my grand's again. had breakfast den went to my uncle's hse. my mom's brother. so hard to explain sia. the family tree is too big. hahah! den ate abit there and den went to near ubi there. cos one of my aunts shifted hse to there. and yeah. had lunch there:) i have been eating alot ah-.- and from there i went to siglap aunt's hse. from there i went to my prepaid aunt's hse. den went hm to rest for awhile. den people came to visit. . . .

wa my blog is getting so boring. well cny this yr does feel weird. bo pian. hahaha! tmr i'm doing nth. so i asked lulu to makan crab tmr since i got money now! haha.i wont use it on shopping unlike me so use it to treat her crab den.so tmr i'm pretty free actually. hahaha! tmr is an official rest day..

benji just now tried his mic online with me. hahah! damn fun ah! get to talk to him. i didnt know it works. quite cool. he change his mic 3times ah! nie gives him free mic (for CNY!!) haha.. so yeah. he is so cock la benji yeo..lol.

tired. BYE! haha!

2008-02-04T06:20:00.000-08:00

band is my life. i can confidently say that. studies or academics is not. to me, music is everything. i work well with things wrt music and nth else. perhaps its just tiring to keep that spirit up all the time. i work with motivation. and this motivation comes from the people i work with, whom are my batch mates. we are making the best sound in singapore, definitely. now, i'm only saying sound. i guess great sound doesnt not equals to great music. attitude speaks a lot. regardless of music wise or anything else, i don give my best in studies unlike when i used to give my all in band. i fight for the passionate people in the band to have the best, and those whom just treats band like dirt, i will try and get them out. now, they give me dirt and i accept it. this is just fatigue man. really..

headache man. i so need to fa xie.

in conclusion, i am disappointed with myself. aiya dunno wad i talking also. i siao alr..

2008-01-31T05:05:00.000-08:00

back from the MSA exams. haha. okay my MSA's are officially over. like finally:D hope i can get lesser U ah. ahahah.

so we had sab's concert on sunday 27th jan. sajccb world premiered Legend Of the Ancient Hero. i think we played pretty alright though the rehearsals are always much better. well considering the day before the sab concert we sounded like shit so it isnt that bad. hahahaha! and usual we keep recieving praises. i heard the recording as well. pretty nice i thot.. just abit messy. haha. pecos pueblo has been in my head for the past few days in class. dunno why.. hahah! next project would be sas concert in march. hope it would be good too..

and so in today's assembly, mrs lee mentioned benji. haha! honoured not benji? lol. she was like so proud of him la cos he appeared in zao pao with regards to sab concert see. lol. anyway school has been so tiring. i have no idea why but i feel so shagged these few days. i need a holiday break. . . cny is coming anyway. hahaha.

oh now i have a new twin called kenny. well its a saving piggy bank. i guess i need it anyway since i always spend more than 10bucks in school just on food. . .=/ getting fat man. ahha.

so bored . . . MSA is over but it seems like Alevels are over. LOL!

2008-01-26T05:42:00.000-08:00

exciting man! tmr is sab's concert! dunno why so excited:/ i'm like not even playing for it. but sajc is guest band see! always feel so proud to perform with sajccb during grand occasion. well not say the minor performances i wont la. but yeah.. feel PROUDER! hahaha! try and come people! it would be good. i'm sure of that.. haha!

so had band today. wa band prac today like super short! ahah. cos after shen take den he end it early even after his long long talk. he still couldnt do the compound time-.- haha. but he quite funny. i was going ki xiao to everything he said! lol.

actually i damn lazy to blog nowadays. hmmm.. wonder why. just to tired to think of what to say. too BUSY studying see:D ya sure benny-.- need to rest for tmr la. gonna be a long day since i have tuition tmr morning. haha! and will be out till damn late.. ohwell..

2008-01-25T06:46:00.000-08:00

super tired today. dunno why. maybe cos my class played basketball during one of our breaks. so on rite?-.- it will be like a friday thing. to do some sports.. haha! next wk is soccer i think. at the js field. HAHA. SH8 is this sunday alr. so exciting! ahahahaha! i dunno why just feels so exciting cos can perform with sajc band. lol! so long we nv have a proper concert see. so it would be quite cool even though we are GUEST perfomers-.-

actually i quite stone now. whole body aching. somemore kena frm lulujie today while gg to meet rickson-.-

byebye!

2008-01-24T06:15:00.000-08:00

my msa exams are ALMOST over. only left maths:D so relax man. all the science people would just kill me now cos most of their major papers are next week. so good luck to everyone. today is the Olevel results. all of the dsa made it except xavier, sadly.. reminds me of princess situation.. slightly similar.

sab concert this sunday and i have officially sold all my tickets! wahaha! cos mango getting SIX from me! happening sia mango. must be for his girlfriend and motherinlaw etc etc.. haha! so thanks mango. i heard the sales arent very good. hope by sunday it would have full hse man. hoping* like so rush anyway.. sajc like nv had prac the whole of this week. only the day before sunday and we will have practice. but sure can one! confident man SAJC BAND! haha.

2008-01-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

today is 21st january-.- haha. no link man. lol. okay today had the first milestone for me. had geog basically.. and wad i studied didnt come out.. so shen rite? how good am i.. it came out, "how earthquake is measured?" (sth like that.. . ) i'm like huh?? use ruler la! no la. i just wroet 2short and sweet paragraph.. haha.

den had gp. lotah was freaking stuck in my head while i was doing. haha. during the fast part , i wrote so fast den during the slow i wrote so slow-.- so in the end i couldnt finish. left abit of aq undone.. just abit.. i think. i'm gonna be in like the gp remedial for losers class man:/ since i'm alr in remedial class.. haha!

sat had sas pop. the marching lingling longlong was pretty alright. abit of mistakes here and there but pop is always a proud moment, so wadever mistakes they made, they still did their best. pretty cool.. held at the gallery see. stylo. . . haha!

den had the concert. so i was part of the backstage-.- like sai gan warrior. ahah! so first up was sajs! haha. they played their dark adventure and some pop piece. me and maht were like laughing at the percs who were of palm size.. haha! funny man. den it was sas jr band. they played beyond the highlands! ahah. awww so sweet rite...

den it was sajc! sajc performed with stylo sia! we played indiana jones which was the killer man! okay maybe the rehearsal was far better but wad we produced on stage also had ppl praising us so i guess it wasnt THAt bad. pretty nice. okay it was nice! i enjoyed it. wad a lulu man sajc concert band.. . .

den sab played. they played their jap graf and disney .. . .. sth sth sth one. haha! abit many many mistakes ah-.- but still alright. their sab sound is getting back.. haha!

SO! next milestone for me is econs on wed. feel the most unprepared for that. cos i know almost nuts at all those gdp gnp shitz.... so gd lick to benny man! hahahaha! must wish myself see.

byebye people!

2008-01-18T07:46:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK MAN! :D okay i'm suppose to be doing my gp tys now cos ms ho wans me by tmr but how the hell i finish 10years of compre by tmr rite? so i stopped after doing 2 compres today in addition to the one i did during the dec hols. so i finish 3!

so long nv blog. hmm. had cross country the other day. so we carried out the "perfect plan" haha!

PLAN A
we wanted to go jill's hse to watch movie after taking attendance in the morning. so we HAD this plan like a week before to put our bags at jill's hse a day before the cross country. and on the cross country day itself, we would go empty handed so that when we chao it wouldnt be a very obvious thing. i came up with the bags plan okay! so smart!:D

PLAN B
due to some ponning issues, tau and ben decided not to go for cross country, even though ben yeo lives like directly opposite east coast. so plan b was to go cycle (according to shilin) after chaoing cross country.

and so DUH we carried out PLAN B! so i brought shorts, shirt, and towel in my bag all ready. and so when i reach the east coast i went to look for shilin and jill first. and after taking attendance we decided to just chao immediately. but den again, there were people guarding the toilet, can you imagine? hse council ppl like making sure ppl get in and OUT of the toilet so that people don chao. and SO jill suggested that we change out of our pe shirts first. and so we respectively change into our "HOME" attire. i change into the saints on stage shirt, haha! still got the sajc logo though. but at least still can camouflage! but mango, who lastly min wanted to join, didnt bring any clothes to change. so now there are jill, shilin, sijia and me in non-pe shirts and mango in pe shirt.

so we managed to escape from the muddy pathway beside the toilet-.- and we proceeded to bk first cos we still haven decide whether to go like anywhere else cos it was still so early. and so we sat down at bk for at least 3mins.. den just as me and mango wanted to go buy breakfast, we saw casey and gang!-_- they also pon cross country to have breakfast! like wth rite!!! we were spotted as sajcians cos of mango who was wearing this pe shirt that says SAINTS-.- and so casey ordered us to go back to the starting pt to run. and so we left bk and fake-fake walk towards the starting pt. but we wanted to go to macs now. which is on the other direction but we cant walk past bk cos we will kena spotted again. so guess wad? we took cab-__- just to get across bk. our plan is just so perfect rite? haha! but jillian decided to go hm. and so mango, me, sijia and shilin headed to shilin's hse to play mahjong after getting across bk. lol. classic man we all. den after mahjong we went back to east coast to cycle and blade for some.

wa so lazy to type man. den after cycle got band and etc.. yeah usual.

next wk is msa alr:x damn scary ah. first for me is geog on monday, tgt wif gp. den econs on wed. and next next wk would be math. die man. die die die:/ oh and today i had chem test. i KNEW how to do the questions one okay!:( i think i can pass ba. maybe. . . depends on miss LOW (not high but LOW). hahahah!

tmr got sas pop. can play indiana jones again. quite exciting man. cos i nv play as a performance before!:D i'm half high half sleepy now. tmr still got math tuition..

bye people. study hard and take care!

2008-01-16T05:53:00.001-08:00

today was cross country.. but i'm so not in the mood for anything. since yest actually.. aiya dunno why la. i'm just stoning.

i'm like so easily pissed and quiet nowadays.. hmmm.. not really quiet but abit quiet..

shall blog another day abt cross country.. real stoning now..

2008-01-13T06:11:00.000-08:00

i woke up at like freaking 11plus. . .-.- and i still haven finish my human geog essay. only did gp and the reflections thing.. i'm screwed man. tmr must cheong human geog essay before first class! i can do it! YES i can! hahaha.

another week of school again. super sian. i'm so tired! i need sleep! s-l-e-e-p! hahaha. wednesday got break though becos its cross country:D can take a break for that day. and the following week would be msa alr. :/

eh sian la! my nose keep running.. falling sick!

shall blog again the next time i come online.. mmhmmmm..

HAHA my post so short! might as well don post sia!

2008-01-12T06:16:00.000-08:00

today had band. it was pretty good. i beginning to appreciate my batch more and more. they just make really good music even though they are damn slack.. haha. but perhaps thats the way they work rite?=) i hope we can get the cc on wed. celtic folksong.. i think it would be our hardest piece for the concert compared to whatsoever things.. just need that level of maturity.. which i think only shen can force them to produce it. hope he does his magic soon man!

went to sps pop after band. they look so much better den the sas one, sadly to say. i saw sas main band and it is so tiny in size.. how are they gonna survive? honestly man.. me no lie.and gabriel and daryl were boasting abt them being like best cadet and recruit etc. hahahah! so bhb! they ought to e shot. it was quite a waste of time actualy cos we went off wifout watching the short concert and went to ice cream cafe to eat den we split to our own programmes. i went hm of cos.. -.- and overshot my bus stop before that. ahah. i'm not a loser man! SHUT UP!

suppose to be researching geog but i cant find anything online. tmr i gotta do, one newspaper article, one geog essay, one geog reflection.. die man. need to cheong! hahaha.

tired.

super tired.

i need 10hrs of sleep now!

i'm pretty pissed off now..

2008-01-11T06:34:00.000-08:00

i hardly come online so i shall blog everytime i get to come online. have been studying and studying and studying.. really boring and UNfruitful life.. studying is not a fruitful life to me see. every weeki only look forward to band pracs. cos thats the only place to have fun:)

cca day sign up was good. now we have a total of 41 j1s inclusive of dsa kids and provided the ppl who sign up stay on in sajc after first 3weeks. our performance was average but after that shen took abit of the indiana jones. omg freaking lord.. it sounds better den the original man. i think sajc band are all freaks:P hah. just kidding. but it was really good. and lotah too. mr yeo heard that not? lotah too! looking forward to sas pop to show the P how gd we are and den the sab concert.

dunno wad to blog abt sia. mental block.. not mental blog.. haha.

milestone is coming. in one week time.. i have cleared 60% of chem wif the help of miss li :) owe you one man. and maths is fine. so now i'm left wif econs geog and gp.. hmmmmm.. i got one week to clear everything.. shall do my best den. . . oh and the P gave some motivational talk for the advanced ppl which i found it quite.. good? she isnt that bad but neither is she that good.. haha.

sajc concert is really getting damn rush now. i'm trying to push up all the datelines and at least like try to start prac for musical by tmr alr. cos i realise there are only at most 2mths? so i gotta rush. well the whole cast have to too.. so shall wish them gd luck.

headache man. i also don feel like conducting twe alumni now. so many things to do.. as in school work.. overload man. shld just cancel rite? need to talk to shen rixen..

2008-01-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

need to blog ABIT first before sleeping man:D

today was a super short day. tmr is my longest day of the week:( end at freaking 4 and have pe at the earlier part of the day. sian man.. today's geog so toot. i accidentally said "fark" den my geog teacher ask me to write report on it-.- so lame. i guess she was kidding rite.. hahaha!

i brought chocolates to sch to share share with people. see i so nice:D hahaha. chocolate makes you happy man. so its not a sin to eat chocolate for girls.. haha! super awake but need to force myself to sleep i guess.. or else tmr i will just DIE.

short post..

happy bdae MR TAU!

2008-01-05T23:05:00.000-08:00

i was awoken my the great arab queen at like 12. but now i'm doin geog as i'm online. so no worries people, i'm still a full time mugger..=)

so me and farah had this long talk abt her and her guy's issues. just abit weird though i said it wasnt. haha but its alright!
understanding people takes time, accomodating them also takes time, everything takes time. its nth big when girls moodswing, just how people treat them when they are moodswingy, and when girls are angry, just need to like be abit ji ling to realise it. when there is a problem, there bound to be a solution. and so when yr stress, there bound to be a way out.. WA wise words sia. ahahah.

i cant open pdf websites sia.so screwed-.- hahaha. i need to do my physical geog soon.

ltr got math tuition.

i'm so lazy to do anything now.

i need to stone.

i need to sleep.

i need to.... haha. dunno.. so many things sia.. woooooooooo...

i guess the whole world i s studying and i'm doing holiday hw-.-

2008-01-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

SAINTS E MUZICA BAND

flutes
chen lin
sijia
daryl
vanessa (tbc)

oboe
shilin

clarinets
benjamin yeo
bryan
mandy
rui xian
joanna
jasmine
wei theng

saxophone
ruiqi
sarah (tbc)
xavier
eve

cornets
syarah
melisa
caroyl

horns
jeremy
james
miner
joel

trombones
brandon
john
?

euphonium
daniel

tuba
kenneth
eric

perc
all remaining

2008-01-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

sajc band lost against the alumni band in soccer today-.- well, me, sijia, shilin and ben yeo were studying first after band in school. so we studied awhile like maybe 1hr? den yeah. jian psycho us to play soccer. we were suppose to only watch see. so in e end, we went kfc to makan den took mrt down to yio chu kang prim to play. wa the field for the primary sch so SHIOK! its synthetic and very smooth the pitch. i played bare foot and only score one goal. we lost 12-5 or sth like that i think.. oh well.

den wanted to go chomchom to eat but apparently we didnt know how to get there frm the school so ben yeo went hm, and the few of us went to hougang central to eat. i wanted to blog about sth but shall not. . . . .. .......=)

anyway i'm suppose to be doing geog now but miss richelle goodenuff never send the her paper. so yeah. now i'm wasting my life away. tmr i gotta do my gp newspaper article and compre AQ. and tmr i got tuition. dots..

i wan a new school tie; socks; wallet-.-; baton; and okay maybe like abit new brain? hahaha!

sleepy man people. nights...................... oh shen got blog! haha. as in yeah those who read my blog shld know. wa he high tech seh!

2008-01-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

doing my geog now as i blog. . .

just had twe alumni. well, not the entire band turn up but a rough number of 30 came down i think. including ppl who came late.. i sumpah its damn weird man. can you imagine yr own jr conducting you for alumni. that was how i was feeling man. first timei feel so weird while i was conducting. my level of confidence was like..... all time low! i was like "shit, damn weird!" and yeah:/ mmmhmmmmm..

so damn hungry. and so i lost 2kg! apparently frm 56kg to 54.1 kg:D not bad right? but today i apparently had 4meals. i ate when i reach school in the morning, during my one hr break, during my 4hr break, and for dinner. oh ricksen drives now! cool rite? sorry i didnt know. and he drives pretty well, not like those kuku drivers! go man ricksen! he drove all of us home man. he is so nice! hahaha. oh ricksen is the main organiser of twe alumni, he is considered the pres i think. haha. 3yrs my snr.. so back to the awkwardness of conducting my own snrs..

shall continue my gp, blog again soon. everyone is like stress about milestone.. including me. no time to lose !

2008-01-03T06:38:00.000-08:00

now i shall only blog like.. ..once every one wk or sth. okay its called weekly-.- but yeah. i really need to study man. everyone is so stress well, maybe not everyone, but i am. i started studying since yest, the first day of school. just revision would also be good man. well, there is this MILESTONE exam on the 4th wk.. and i cant fail it:/ pretty scared.

band is pretty fine. there is this new band teacher called... mr cunt ah? hahaha! sorry. i know it sounds crude but yeah. he said the band cant survive on its own. so fark him man! i don believe in such nonsense. he shld just.. rot and stone and... yeah.. i'm looking through the indiana jones conductor score now.. need to practise also. cos i'm so not familiar with the tempos.. ohwell. i studied alr okay!! don give me that face! i did gp, maths and econs today.. everyday i need to at least do some work if not i will just MATI!

tmr got twe alumni and i will be there prepared! i shall bring all my notes and EVERYTHING to study there before alumni starts. and i have to not play for sab cos got too much things going on. i'm sure you would understand rite mr yeo:D

I HAVE 8 TICKETS TO SELL.

SAINTS ALUMNI BAND - SH 8!
27TH JANUARY 2008, 530PM
VICTORIA CONCERT HALL

those interested please buy tickets frm me. i will love you so much k?
HAHAHAHA!

so back to school. we have a new principal, but apparently i don really like her for various reasons. which i cant post cos it will have major impacts on band members..

next time again!

2007-12-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

well, every yr is like a new year, so.. hahahaha! went corne's hotel yest. wa his room the view, i tell you.. make you bo qi ah! cos he stays at the 56 floor. so high rite! and his view just overlooks the whole of orchard and the whole of spore beyond that area. manage to watch fireworks frm sentosa (i think its frm there), and its so small and cute, put yr index and thumb wif one cm space btw them, thats how small it was frm where we were.

den we played like overnight pool.. haha! not all of us, cos hidayah who got so high, went to clark quey, farah and eden went hm, so left the rest to go play pool. freaking ex man. but ohwell.. haha! new year so its okay to spend once in a while.. hehe! oh yeah, the entire mrt station just now was packed wif "black people"-.- so gay man. as in they are seriously gay.. touch here touch there one. . . ohwell..

i am damn tired now.. ltr still got wedding somemore. NO! not MY wedding but as in wedding dinner.. so yup. super tired. people are telling me they just woke up now.. wad idiots-.-

super tired.

2007-12-30T06:23:00.001-08:00

doubt i will have time to blog tmr so shall blog today. . . . haha.

shall just round up 2007..

surprisingly i got into sajc (definitely because of the band) rather than nafa. i had to appeal in 2006 though. but i'm totally enjoying myself in the band.. though i cant cope with the studies of a jc... how i wish sajc concert band could be a career. you know like army. . .den i can perhaps sign on or sth like that! haha! that would be perfect man :D and went on to being the student conductor of sajc band. working with people who can perform is still the best man! i wish our band would always be at their peak.. woooo..

unfortunately i broke up with farah.. but we are still the bestest of friends. though stimes she really irritates me with her comments of dans bonheur.

OH ya.. started on Dans Bonheur:) my baby... not literally, but you know.. not really my first work since the clarinet ensemble played my arrangement for that during tune in already.. but my first FULL band work? finishing though.. shall let my dearest concert band try too...

and studies wise... i really suck at it..-.- *suck thumb* only manage to advance. i will die during j2 i swear, if i don buck up that is.... suck many many thumbs.........

SO the new year is coming:x not really looking forward to it..

you see, new year doesnt mean it would be a better year:/ but oh well. i got no resolutions i guess.. maybe be less bitchy? hahaha

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

2007-12-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

as benji is starting on his As The Moon Whispers. . . i still dunno how to make the perc sounds on sibelius.. haha! but the moon sounded like so drama serial.. sumpah! but cool. . . hope he finishes before we step down..

went for mj's concert.. not as fantastic as i expected it to be:/ quite sian in fact. maybe they are tired but.. i think they sound so small.. their band is like a syf band size okay. and here and there cock ups and intonation problems.. lack of air support... this and that. . . i was more of gossiping during the concert rather den watching or listening.. furthermore from where i sit, i could only see the percs and "ANNA".. -.-

den when to eat with SIJIA(BIG BIG AH!) and shilin and corne.. my gosh.. the whole supper was pretty alright until that sijia ki siao! she started being so high and threw tissue balls and all... the whole macs were like looking at us.. me, corne and shilin were like stoning while she goes so high. . . okay well, i started the tissue ball thing. . haha.

damn tired. tmr shall be a rest day... *yawns*

2007-12-27T05:49:00.000-08:00

today was a stone day. . .

did geog, the case study but only like 1/5 done. have to cheong over the next few days. and then i fell sick man. like suddenly.. . . den when to see doctor and she said i ate too much heaty food-.- like er.. okay. it was so bad that i couldnt get out of bed man. but feeling better now.

yest was out the whole day. trimmed my hair first den met boss and his. . . haha. i was really damn shocked.. at first i was like how come the combi so weird one.. den i was like.. OH.. i slow man. but well. quite interesting though.. den played pool with boss at tm's arcade-.- so small la the table like for small kids one.. he win of cos. he got motivation wad. . .

den watch movie after SIJIA went to change.. and went to tau's. almost the whole band was there except arab queen and shyrah.. and... a few other people. played cards and won like... a few cents. haha. lame la..

oh i must blogged abt this. yest i travelled by the LRT for the first time. sorry ler i noob rite.. tampines no lrt rite. . . quite cool. like sky train actually:x tampines shld build one man. it would be damn cool.

oh MISS LI SIJIA has nv been to sengkang.. thats sad. hahaha. gotta rest now. .. . zai jian~

2007-12-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

spending xmas by having twe alumni meeting-.- haha! like confirm certain details.. blahblahblah.. and yeah. spend most of the time talking cock with the people there. like zat, yi mei, rickson, farah and timothy.. timothy is freaking lame okay! but he is damn funny la. he is like..... haha. funny? lol. den check out the hair place at jean yip... den went home den went to my aunt's dinner.. hmmmm yeah that is abt it..

boss weijie just sms the most random thing to me while i was bathing just now. haha! well, its quite random, i was like er.. . . . . . huh? hahah.

my blog is getting SO fun.... -.-

2007-12-24T08:52:00.000-08:00

its already xmas. well, not that i celebrate it but suppose to be a festive thing but i'm home stoning-.- and doing music.stoning is my favourite hobby according to janet.. and i also agree-_- dots.. today had dinner at lei :D exciting ah? haha. the abalone they serve... my god my god.. so huge man! and den went down to eden's xmas party. very few twe ppl there:x only me, farah, rq, corne, hid, jiaxin, shaun.. and russell came like dunno wad time. we played bridge.. haha. until its time for us to go... not that long but haha. exciting man, honestly.... wooo~~

i'm seriously beginning to panic for next year:/ as in really really... i feel like i'm gonna die next year.. i wan to study but study is just not of much interest to me.. i just hate studying! i wan to just work with anything with music, and just live life happily.. now life is so bitter.. with studies, it becomes worst! my heart is really pumping damn fast now.. arrgh..

i don really admire poly people, but i also don admire all those jc ppl, though i'm one of them. its really damn sian of studying ler. i need to complain.. i just feel like complaining.. arrgh... i wan out of spore!

2007-12-23T02:07:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the last performance for the year. . .sometimes i just feel so proud to be in sajc band. concert band i mean.. our performance location yest was as shit as usual. but i felt that we played pretty good. the pacific dreams was.. not TOO bad. within reach of recording standard.. when reach that standard den it is fine. haha! cehhh.. less than perfect and it is not acceptable! wth la benny..

yest corne came back frm china land and me farah and him went to eat at this place. dunno wad isit called also-.- and we ordered like free flow of food.. kailan, kangkong, 5pieces of chicken wings, fries, tom yam soup, belacan fish, and fried rice and plain rice for me.. we couldnt even finish everything ah. farah's fault to order and order.. but well its her treat, supposedly.. though i help paid abit.. so thanks woman:) she hardly gives ppl treats see.. lol.and the moment i reach hm yest i fell asleep.. haha!

xmas is coming. in a few days time.. but santa isnt! ahahah! and i recieved jill's xmas card. haha! i don really celebrate xmas know so yeah quite weird for my friend or friends to give me xmas card-_- but of cos i appreciate it.. heheh. who doesnt welcome gifts rite? heh heh heh!

and the day before yest had sps alumni concert. neutral -.- not many comments abt that..

people, so where is my xmas present? HAHAHAHAHAHA! i wan a yamaha clarinet, psp also can and maybe a new baton also can..

2007-12-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

SPORE is mental!! hope i wont get sued for this. well, simply becos cabs nowdays are too pricey to put yr bloody ass in. even when you freaking put yr ass in it cost 2.80 alr! yr ASS cost 2.80 okay! and every few 100 metre the metre jumps by...... 20 cents. hello?!? you think 20cents very cheap rite? try thinking travelling for a few THOUSAND metres.. you think 20cents damn cheap?! yr HEAD!~ and so.... my simple cab fare frm tamp to potong pasir was 18.40! yes no typo! 18.40-.- i was freaking broke the whole day okay.. ohwell.

and appeals today.... :x no need to say man. ask ppl whom i have told about. it is.. ho..rr..ible??! got this trumpet guy. he cant play high notes neither can he play low notes.. so play wad? i concluded he can only play frm line C to space C!
hahah!

back to onlining.. anyway i was listening to my midi of my piece. just had like goosebumps.. sumpah..

2007-12-17T03:03:00.000-08:00

and so, started doing work today. maths and geog. geog is freaking difficult-.- i kind of forgot everything like, wad is HDI? abit regret taking geog man. but well.. i think i slept for quite a few hours today.. maybe not quite a few........... hahaha.

hey people, i haven choose the SAB's concert piece, we are playing lotah and. . . ?? benji is already kao pehing.. haha.

yest was the cip performance. pretty good. we played at kaki bukit. you know somewhere in the east in like bdk? yes that place. .. . .. it was a new experience though. i have nv played in a voiddeck before:x but it wasnt AS BAD as i expected it to be. although the space given for us to play is pretty small but we manage to play some good music, surprisingly. its a good start to all those shitty performances we gave before yest. next! POTONG PASIR! haha. damn lame la so near our school. less then 150metres i think.. -.-

going back to do my geog. lulu people..

2007-12-16T08:42:00.000-08:00

today WAS the cip performance. generally it sounded like the usual sajc band. so its a good thing:D haha! i was damn shagged in the morning cos i woke up super early. dunno for wad also.. now i'm damn tired. so if ogt typo... den you know why la.

question of the day! HOW DO YOU TAKE OUT YR HANDPHONE FROM YOUR POCKET?

ANSWER: 1)stand up
2)take it out of yr pocket
3)make a cat walk turn
4)sit down

:D

2007-12-11T03:51:00.000-08:00

been sitting down in front of my lap for the WHOLE day. but i only did like 3bars-.- pekchek man. today is stay home day cos i am damn tired. . . yest walked the whole of orchard. psycho man.walked up walked down like my legs free like that. .. ... .. so i was trying to fill it some ling2long2 for my music but just dunno wad to fill it with.... and the perc part is still empty unless someone teaches me how to use it-.-

been trying to send the saints musical video to farah. its freaking 500000kb big man! haha! psycho. now still sending after a failure attempt. haven watch yet. hehehehe! only watch 5sec of it yest den i decided not too. abit stupid la watch alone and laugh alone. watch it with someone at least more fun man!

in the end i cant get gelato, so now have to play either indiana jones or indiana jones... haha! you get my point rite?

I WAN TO GO TO JAPAN AND LEARN THEIR MUSIC CULTURE MAN! SINGAPORE IS SO BORING!

sleepy alr.....

2007-12-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

just finished band camp a few days ago. well, it has been really 5 FRUITful days, surprisingly. with shen arnd, everything that got to do with music went so well. he started pmsing on wednesday but i guess it helped us alot. we played simple pieces like Gstring! ahah! but he made us repeat and repeat and end result. . . .woohoo~ osgasmic. wrong way of teaching us to play well, or perform well this instance, but it worked anyway.

my solo performance sucked big time. i had to redo, and i redo also like sai. was like damn sad man. but ohwell. i also not very shen wad. . . . others' went smoothly with gabriel being the hot favourite but shen just doesnt like it but wow, he is like mental man. haiyo... bo qi ah!

and had the batch talk which i hope would have start off a change in our band now. the band during band camp was so much focus, really. and had the band "BBQ" at fish&co on the last day.. DOTs man..

and nth much these few days ah. being a fedex man yest-.- ohwell. need more sleep man..

2007-11-30T07:29:00.000-08:00

Mr YEO! omg i damn sorry okay? i really didnt know the dateline is today. don angry ah k? i will still do yr papers okay? and i WILL WILL SUMPAH go for the next one and make sure i score 100 okay? if not i retake till i get 100 okay? don angry pls pls pls! i feel damn guilty to the max alr....

the last time i felt so guilty was the new year eve thing i took farah out to watch fireworks ah which was quite unpleasant i guess. i SO long nv feel SO guilty alr...... omt. sorry man.i will go the next one. dui tian fa du shi!

2007-11-29T07:53:00.000-08:00

i'm so freaking broke nowadays:/ think i spend too much on pool, food and drinks.. tmr somemore got shilin's bdae dinner-.- i wonder how much does jill intended underwear cost. i cant believe jillian wanna get her underwear man. its so... weird. imagine me, tau and ben giving her underwear. abit odd rite?!

freaking sleepy man. tmr is mr yeo's bdae so happy birthday SHEN! to celebrate yr bdae i will attend sab's prac k? hurhur.

i haven choose my backing track.....arrrgh..

2007-11-28T09:23:00.000-08:00

honestly, it has really been a long time since i have seen you so happy. from what i see of cos. i'm pretty happy for you.. but still if you need any help, rmb i'm always here:)

and so, nowadays getting abit busier. next wk whole wk band camp. shilin's bdae thing on friday. sat got sab:) (i will go la! don give me that face mr yeo!). have been going out once in awhile and stay hm to do music. nth really interesting happening la. i don have a gf for sure-.- besides jessica alba.

i am, and have been, talking to rachel the whole night. still talking.. so shall blog another time!

byebye

2007-11-25T07:23:00.000-08:00

life isn't as good..

well, not many people know but yeah. shant say anything abt it. haven really seen them for a few days but i don really care. honestly.. i don anymore. haven been doing anything fruitful, spending nights out, playing pool till broke, meeting friends at night. yeah, i haven been doing my music. you know it requires motivation and i just don feel like doing it. but i will eventually.. and finish it with style.

band has been normal. with the shen arnd, sajc just suddenly sounds good-.- always like that. have to work on the xmas pieces for recording for some ulu performance thing in potong pasir. freaking stupid but wad to do............. and work on lotah. benji, you paying me not? haha! just for laughs....

i'm really fine people, and you. i know you have moved on with life, and i'm happy with that=) k? don worry, but rmb i'm always holding on to that dried flower and i'm always here when you need help. and indeed everything is temporary, beginning to believe that..

haven been going for sab prac ah. abit guilty... sorry la shen.. ahah!

2007-11-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

heart pain.. honestly..

i gave you my whole heart and you took it away. then, wouldnt that make you the same from other people?

2007-11-16T06:13:00.000-08:00

so today we had the last rehearsal for tmr's open hse. wasnt really good -.- so hope tmr there will be a miracle..........

there will be an ensemble "so called competition" during tune in. i still dunno wad to play:/ i wanted the magic flute overture.. its like damn nice cos i played it before the clarinet ensemble but i thought about it again, its too difficult la. cannot handle in time. and need money also as in online buying.. so yeah leceh.

i'm so tired man. today i woke up at like 7... only to reach jc at 9.. and i did nth-.- its all open hse shit.. i'm like omt! i come so early for WAD?!?!? ohwell. haiyo..

anyway yest my phone line got cut and i didnt know until night when i wanted to sms but cannot.. ohwell. BUT NOW ITS FINE! haha! i suddenly recieve like 12smses just now..
lolness. so i'm contactable! waha!

my blog post all damn boring leh. -.- just realise. haha need some spice.. maybe like pepper, salt, ginger, garlic! hahaha!

good luck to mr yeo for his exams!
sorry shaikha for the myspice..
dear heavenly father...... pray for tmr! (HAHAHAHAHA! tts funny sorry!)

2007-11-14T19:32:00.000-08:00

i'm pretty sick of being nice to people, in band and outside band.

i still have one day to make the band work before sat. its either they get their act together or i will just explode. freaking sian and stress. just that i don show, nobody can see that i'm stress. so whoever reads my blog better get yr section mates, everyone of them, down tmr. and that guy... still doesnt wanna come down. eh i might as well get yr pay rite!

i'm actually damn irritated by the fact that our band works so much on gimmicks and stuff like that now. they spent most of their time buying musical stuff, planning gimmicks, planning musical cast. that only to leave a little bit of time to music. 1 hr of music , 1 hr of musical? wtf man! obviously i was the first and only one to make noise about it. the one who came up with this, haven you realise that people will opt the easy way out and focus more on the musical acting rather den music? you bloody cock. obviously people will choose to put more time on musical stuff den music cos its more fun and less tedious practices like music. tmr i'm so gonna cut down the time on all the setting up of the open hse thingys and things like that. AND when gabriel says that we sound fine, yes indeed we sound fine. but if you wear a sajc band tee and sound fine only, you ought to f*** yrself man. fine is not good enuff. and perhaps the best you all could do now is to get a rehearsal with full attendance, go less toilet during pracs, stop talking so much during pracs.. last chance is over man. if tmr the same thing happens, i will make sure a tuner or a stand is being thrown at you..

in this world there are 2 kind of people, people whom are grateful, and people who are not. unfortunately the latter one exist in a greater number. so don expect me to be nice to you people..

2007-11-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

first i cant freaking change the clr and font of these words which are annoying me.

second, i don feel like blogging..

dunno la...............

2007-11-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

so life is normal. i dunno why the font so ugly la........ its like damn ugly!

ohwell. today was a damn tiring day. played soccer in the morning with jian all.score like 6goals only! but not bad la. jian had only a few i think.. hahaha! wooo! but the weather today is like super hot. ahha. buay tahan ah!

den after that bluff farah said go twe together. in the end i arrived in a cab! hahaahhaah! so she went twe to teach sectionals while i headed to jills hse to make cookies! the cookies quite nice though. make some for you k falala! den no need to buy famous amos.. heheehe!

so life continues with band tmr.. haha! zai jian!

2007-11-11T05:36:00.000-08:00

so........ life is normal.

band is getting normal. lotah is almost halfway there, yes only halfway.. still have a lot to work on see. currently i'm working more on lotah den open hse pieces.. even though the latter is approaching. lotah got more challenge den other pieces ma..

i kind of need to start studying soon. but... i'm so darn super lazy..i haven even enjoy my holidays yet.. right? sian... have been doing my dans bonheur also. enjoying life all. play pool all.. studying is such a bore.. haha! well at least pw is OVER! woohoo...

aiya i so dunno wad to blog about..................... do mi so concert Bb chord..

goodenuff! i damn lazy to plan la..
kinda miss falala..
good luck for yr exams benji yeo..

2007-11-05T17:46:00.000-08:00

yesterday was farah's open house! haha. well the food was like best man. i ate like.... 20+ nuggets i think. not too sure.. well i ask for the nuggets so its perfectly fine for me to eat more:P quite fun to meet up with the tms people like hidayah, eden, jiaxin and shaun. well eden is topping his tp, hidayah has a new boyfriend (from greenview, which i find it perfectly normal), jiaxin is working at gelare and shaun currently has a damn fit body.. haha.

oh my tian.. i'm 56kg man. at first i thot my initial was only like 53 or sth, den when i step on the weighing scale it was like 55.9! i was like damn depress ah. and hidayah said that i grew fatter.. and farah's mom said she was slimmer.. i'm like HUH? when was hidayah ever fat... and when did i had a tummy.. nonsense la! thats it alr. i'm gonna not eat for the next ten days man! okay maybe nine days.. ahahah!

the whole was fun though. thank you shaikha=) rmb you cant cater to all..................... sorry we were abit rowdy though.

2007-11-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

as we all can see, through LOTAH (legends of the ancient hero), sajc band isnt that good after all. i can understand how benji feels in wanting his piece to sound nice, well, which composer wouldnt? supposedly sajc is suppose to make the piece sound real good, even better than washington winds, but apparently, the midi is sounding ten times better.

"omg, we damn lose face man." that was what i said when i heard the midi again.

and i guess to start getting back on track, people need to come for prac especially the "tip of the band's sound".

yesterday was dict's bbq, i was SO close to not going cos i was seriously damn tired. but i went in the end knowing i wont get my 10bucks back-.- HOR?! so i went. it was at srgoon that area. on the 53 route which i nearly thot it was like at yio chu kang, but luckily i called dict..

was quite fun though even if there were only about 20 ppl? around that number. got ps2 and mahjong. so i played both.. i totally owned at mahjong.. i won like 4times in a row. haiyo... playing with ali, daryl and sijia was the most stress. they like shen man. but .. toobad. hehe.

but at FIFA..................... i kena owned. the referee in the game is an ass la. send my THREE of my players off for red card incident. i lost to mango, jian, and sky-.- ohwell.

tmr got farah's "open hse".. i wonder if a band is performing den for the open hse. haha. got nuggets! syarah, don eat so much okay. i let you eat............... one~~~ haha!

gonna start preparing to whack on wed alr..

2007-10-31T06:26:00.000-07:00

today's soccer got cancelled due to the rain, just when i thot i pang seh people. was too sleepy see. slept pretty late last night.. couldnt sleep.

tmr is my op. den i will most probably be free though i need to do all my assignments for jia min first. just did like last minute of my op speech, gotta memorise ltr. i guess i cant sleep well again tonight.. can feel it somehow..

2007-10-30T06:05:00.000-07:00

depressing man! i cant even pass 100 for bowling now. after TWO games somemore.

first game goes like this,
i got ZERO (YES BIG FAT ZERO!) for the first frame. i'm like OMG?! even shilin got like 3 la! den after that i caught up abit and spare the next few.. den i started to lose form alr. den in the end first game i got like 83 i think.. like huh?? but i still top la-.-

den second game,
my first frame strike la.. (which is the norm) but then i cant spare the next few. got like 8-,9-,7-,8-,9... den in end i got 99??? 99:(

then we change game to pool. normal la.. lose some won some.. hahahaha! den we ended game early cos jill doesnt know how to go to esplanade-.- nor does she knows who is nathan-.-

tmr no band and no pw! hahahahaha! slack again..

yr welcome gdenuff.
gd luck for op people..
xiao hai zi i will most probably get the tic from you on friday..

2007-10-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

tmr got chinese As. spent abit of time studying for it.. ohwell i just wanna get over and done with it see.

didnt go sab prac last night. den benji angry again..sorry ler. nobody go ma. heh.

i agree with you...
currently just abit distracted..

2007-10-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

almost blow up today when i was the band size cut down to 3/4. i immediately sms miss ho. she told me to cancel prac.. but i guess i shall not be mean to those who came. so we just went on with prac with my bo chap conducting.. did all the open hse shit. and honestly, i don like all the pieces-.- its all oldies.. arrgh...............

did macarena. wtf macarena?? you know that stupid dance thing.. my gosh.. *faints* den did blast to the past, and the seventies.. don like all. but gab bring grease. hehe! my fav!

anyway last friday was mrs lim farewell. sajc played with one look. okay ba i guess. i guess the rehearsals were better. much much better.. den tau and jian gave flowers to mrs lim.. ironically... hahahhahaha!

chinese monday. i guess i will read it tmr or sth. sian..............................

good luck to people with mother tongue exams.

2007-10-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

today had the farewell performance for mrs lim. and our piccolo player didnt turn up -.- like wth la. performance also wanna pon...

aiya i damn du lan now dunno wad to blog..

2007-10-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

today band was fine la.abit sian and shitty... due to the great fall of expectation for gate of kiev..

kind of miss her tonight..

2007-10-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

just realise i damn long never blog...

so well, on saturday, band practice resumes. did nothing much la. prepare for mrs lim's farewell and went through benji's ancient hero. the ancient hero is so unlike midi la, better of cos. although the midi can like do the horse call unlike meh meh and gang.. haha!

then after we had like band soccer against the sc. guess the score ah! it was like the rugby world cup final score, 16-6. like wth?! haha. well it was pretty easy to score cos we use the big goal posts see. jian hui scored like 7, i scored like 4, heheheeh:) benyeo scored 2, taudy score 2 when he is the goal keeper.... haha! and lastly bean score one cos he doesnt wan to lose lychee ice to me. ohwell! poor mango!

i shaggedly went home ah. den i woke up to watch the rugby finals. damn exciting la. though england was like.. shit! south africa was really strong la but not the all blacks standard.. ohwell.

sunday i think i rot at home. i think.. cant remember.. haha!

next few days got all the op shit. i tell you! pw is shit! sian.

anyway i got provisionally promoted.................................... :/

happy birthday miss kwan!
see a doctor shaikha..!
taking a GOOD break today!

2007-10-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

i only have 34 rank points... sadly..

anyway.. i don really like my piece. it doesnt have the orchestral tinge i want in the music, perhaps its the midi, perhaps its just me. i have been adjusting the chords for life and its still like that.. takes time i guess. i listen my whole itunes library also no inspiration. bore...

pw is taking up about perhaps 60% of my time ba. abit sick of it. as usual.. normal complains..

band is starting soon. sajc is going to kl :) but really depends on the number of ppl going. i guess it will be fun la. i just love band trips, got a sense of freedom away from home. sc match this sat. hmmmm.. sab this sat. this sat like so packed.. ohwell.

tmr is another pw day. fuck it..

2007-10-16T06:15:00.001-07:00

damn sad. i don even know if i can promote or not. even if i conditional promo i doubt i will accept also. i knew life wont be good for me man..

don even have mood to do my music..

2007-10-14T05:02:00.000-07:00

life is a bore.................................................

okay shall blog even though i've got nth to blog about-.-

for the past few days, life was normal. yest went out to pool with the bosses. anyway the dumber boss that got BBB for his promos actually spent 3000dollars on armani okay! NO I DIDNT TYPE AN EXTRA ZERO but its really 3THOUSAND dollars! he is so freaking mad la. but its his mothers money anyway according to him. his reward for getting a good results for his promos. and we were discussing that why didnt armani gave him a VIP card or a "regular promotion card" haha!

oh yest didnt had sab see. just when i kept the day free for the prac den suddenly that stupid chicken told me tht there was no sab prac.

people celebrating hari raya are all like enjoying collecting money and money. honestly i'm gg abit broke ah. haha! dunno why. i think i got a bit of financial disorganisation.. haha! wonder wad i spend on also.

jill is like damn random la. she msg me say her father stripping so she had to go offline.
HAHA.WTF!

anyway is sajc still gg kl? ahahahaha!

2007-10-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

i believe you are the answer to every tear i have cried...

and so today got back some results. starting with the bad, i got U for chem (h1), 18.5/50 for gp compre, which i'm gonna get U i guess, and A for math, the subject that could save me i guess. i just hope i wont retain. if not.......

pw is really getting on my nerves la. so damn irritating. wed thurs, there will be pw. ccb! i think i will pon one day la. i just hate it! the teacher who created this so called "god like" subject.. you better watch out man!

anyway, my mind is bursting. its too simple la.. and neat-.- for those who understand what i'm talking about.

i love titanic..................... hahahahaha!
selamat hari raya syarah and miss mattar:) good that you two are alright already.
i need a breather.....

2007-10-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

1. the person who tag you is
cheryl.. erm yeah.

2. your relationship with him/her is
she is (eh no was) my twe's jr. like duh-.-

3. your 5 impressions of him/her
5?? i don have that much know. she is just very bitchy-.-

4. the most memorable thing he/she had done for you
er... got ah?

5. the most memorable words he/she had said to you
she said math was easy. ya sure......................

6. if he/she becomes your lover
is this a joke?-.-

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
pls get the underlying meaning of question 6.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
i will chop her into pieces.WAHA.

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
cos she acts like a xiao hai zi.

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
er..... i dunno. play her trumpet well??

11. your overall impression of him/her is
can i not ans this! ahahah!

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?
why ask me?? ask them la. if you read my blog den you shld know the ppl arnd me-.-

13. the character you love of yourself is
eee i don love myself. makes me a gay. hah.

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
why would i hate myself? damn sad la if that is the way..

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
er............ huh?-.-

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
hurhur.

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you (they are not place in any preference orders)
1. erm back to cheryl can not?
2. benji yeo! (big)
3. miss kwan
4. hwee leng
5. cock
6. corne?
7. hidayah (but she doesnt even read my blog! haha)
8. the that one.
9. SHYrah?-.-
10. miss mattar?

11. who is no.6 having relationship with?
hmmmm... hurhur. i wonder who.

12. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female. got rah at the back of cos female rite?-.- wad a ques..

13. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
we were?? another gundu ques. haha.

14. How about no.8 and 5?
hahah! that will be funny..... lolness.

15. What is no.2 studying about?
music at nie. haha. people music teacher okay!

16. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
erm few nights back. yeah via sms.

17. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
erm i dunno. any band music i guess.

18. Does no.1 has any siblings?
how i know??!?!?!?!?!?!

19. Will you woo no.3?
huh? obviously no.. she is more like a sister to me la.

20. How about no.7?
i give her a 8/10 but i still wont. hahah!

21. Is no.4 single?
with her bestfriend? haha!

22. What's the surname of no.6?
lim? rite?

23. What's the hobby of no.4?
must not do anything boring. DUH! who will do sth boring..

24. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
i don think they know each other..

25. Where is no.2 studying at?
NIE at boon lay.

26. Talk something casually about no.1
refer to the first few ques... haha!

27. Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
YEAH! friend-friend feelings lo! Wad kind of feelings you thinking den. HAH!

28. Where does no.9 live at?
woodlands. the southern beach of malaysia:P

29. What color does no.4 like?
nv ask her that before.. haha!

30. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
they don know each other??

31. Does no.7 likes no.2?
HAHA! my gosh. benji and hid? erm i guess not..

32. How do you get to know no.2?
heard of him from eugene in sec2. started knowing him in sajc.

33. Does no.1 have any pets?
how i know?? hahah.

34. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
not really la. but she is decent looking..

2007-10-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

life is normal. nothing really fascinating happening around my world.

dunno wad to blog about. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. someone teach me how to blog?

2007-10-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

sadly thats how our friendship goes now. hah.

tmr is maths. my "so-called" last paper. yeah.

Mr yeo! prepare to treat me liquid kitchen already cos today's geog is a sure pass. waiting for yr treat ah. heh.

2007-09-29T00:39:00.000-07:00

life is so sian:/ study study. memorise memorise. practise practise. life is real boring man. sab will be playing warcrye. how tempting is it to just go for prac today, especially when i miss playing with a band. hurhur.

i've been wanting to sleep alot since yesterday. dunno why. think i'm becoming a pig. ahahah!

NTH TO BLOG ABOUT LA! LIFE IS ABOUT STUDYING ONLY!

2007-09-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

finding another reason to study. . . . . . . .. ...

i slept or napped for pretty long today. i was just damn tired to study. and yeah lazy to study. everyone is so stress about promos or their eoy exams. like Mr tau, wa he always say he will retain but i think he revises like a million times more den me la. so theoretically who will retain? everyone around me are like just naturally smart. like syarah like farah.. all the "rahs"-.- but den, people still break down, fell ill, stress, emotionally unstable. so promos and eoy are more of a bad than good. hahaha.

so had math consultation today. i only had to clear my binomial shit. haha. i just don understand binomial la. its a stupid chapter of math. trust me. really! haha. so yeah den lunch, went home, and sleep. hahaha.

so bored that i'm listening to orchestral music. haha. time to study later...

`hope you like the cookies. i baked one know. (ahha ya sure benny-.-) study hard, you.
`take a chill pill. focus on studying first.
`currently i just miss band.

2007-09-27T02:11:00.000-07:00

somewhere out there, there's someone saying a prayer.

to my very stress ex out there, everyone around you believe you can do it. its normal to break down, don worry:) if it was sth i said den i'm sorry. see la even hidayah thot i abused you. haha.

pls remove all the thoughts and emotions that will distract her, so that she can study in peace. i hope that she will be fine soon. big smiley for her=)

2007-09-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

the feeling of stress is horrible man. almost died while studying human geog today. especially the manthus theory or sth like that. all these european names that don make sense at all-.-

anyway my ulcer is fine alr. i can say BITCH alr. hurhur. and i can play my clarinet alr. still sound decent:D waha. gonna eat my maggi now. time to eat all the junk food i missed while i was having ulcer.

i think its time to plan life after promos. ahah.

-attend sab's practices. (okay la quite fun)
-shopping.(with a budget of at least 2k! hurhur. for fun laaaaaa???)
-get my grade 5 with the help of mr yeo.
-finish up my piece (which i guess will take up 99.99% of my time)
-get sibelius-.-
-if i pass geog, den got free treat from shen! ahahahahha!

i think those are basically what i have to do now. hurhur. sad ah? oh well......

don think so much benny. promos haven even end yet..

2007-09-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

studying is never a easy thing for sure. i didnt study the whole of today. i just cant.. its all in the mind i guess..

today damn FARNI la. rui qi made one new discovery. don you all think benji yeo (stupid chicken) looks abit like _________( the MR SLANG of the discipline com). you all know who la. ah hahahaah! benji i nv say you look like who ah! i put BLANK!

i guess i need to study 24hrs tmr, if i could that is.

wish my brain was like a memory card of a digicam. and to keep my camera to continue functioning, i just need to clear the memories.. hur. but talking is easier den being done..

2007-09-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

dying.. die.. dead..

todays gp was like crap la.crap crap crap. it was so bloody difficult la. i don understand wad the setter was thinking. wanna gain promotion ah?? arrgh. i shall hope that my gp can get at least a E. hope ah hope..

tmr got chinese also. omt.. sure damn hard also. not say i chinese pro la but i wont get a B like the previous. think they will come up with crap questions again-.- i have to ren den.. next wk and it will all be over.. wahahahah. i think i think too far ahead man.

oh my ulcer story! ahahah. it getting better not pain anymore. i think salt is like the best invention on earth. really... hahaha. wad ulcer gel, to style yr ulcer, is nonsense la! haha. need to revise HUMAN geog (not porn-.-) and chinese. i must biah my chinese even if got no hope.

and looks like another musician is having the same problem as me. ahah. throwing the whole piece and change it. hahahah! but abit too over la throw the whole piece. for me, i need to change just tiny bit.. haha.

study hard!
i guess boston brass concert wasnt that good. wahaha!

2007-09-23T01:20:00.000-07:00

study or not to study. . . ..??

study is _________.

there will be boston brass with phil winds perf today at "durian". wanna go but tmr got gp. has been quite some time since i watch a concert. besides pn. so fun la. that stupid chicken gonna watch tonight and he say he will call me to let me hear on phone-.- i think he is really . . . yeah.

tonight got no dinner again. ohwell. shall starve and use studies to distract me from my hunger.yes! good way. hahaha. i need a gc, nikki......................?:) hahahaha.

i'm pretty screwed for gp. full stop. gonna have tuition.

2007-09-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

had a short little msn convo with rachel today. haha. we were both taking our breaks from studies see. it has been quite some time since i last talk to her and she is just so pro. she is like a psychic. hahahaha. okay la mrs mok, i lied k?hahah. unintentionally..

promos are coming and gonna be over........................... i dunno whether isit a good thing or not. hahahaha. i guess it is.. rite you? hahahah.

byebye.

2007-09-21T07:36:00.000-07:00

i've searched on the net the most effective ways to heal ulcers. and guess wad is the MOST effective method? haha. put salt?:/ like wth???? i would rather die den to put salt. i think my ulcer (eh no, shld be ULCERS) is the most talkable topic on my blog. hahaha.

GP is this coming monday. okay i'm feeling stress. more and more each day. hahaha.today i did only gp cos i just need to put away math and econs for awhile. geog? okay la...... i have really no idea how to start my human one.die lo-.- hahahahaha.

just two weeks only. tahannnnnnn... hahahahaha.

and i kind of have a crisis. i didnt know the H1 math and H2 math are on the same day and same timing. and i don have a gc.how? i also dunno.. thinking of a solution now...
hmmmmm..

2007-09-19T23:53:00.000-07:00

today is another useless day in school. i think the school shld just give us one week of self-study rather den just have lessons that is useless and stupid.. a very good example is GP lesson. it is obviously a demerit good and we are overusing it! such an obvious market failure and yet the govt (the school) fails to intervene to do sth-.- okay over with econs. haha.

i officially cant speak due to my ultimately pain THREE ulcers. haha. they got worst see. when i tried to scold bitch.. i ended up saying PEACH! hahaha. damn pain to even talk la. and i haven played my clarinet for the past 3days. hurhur. people like me practise everyday when i am ulcer-less ma. so i'm always bored when i take a break from studying. EOM dateline is tmr! damn happy. one less thing to worry about for PW, the world's most stupid subject. haha.

my exams are starting next wk alr. beginning to feel the stress.. i think i need someone to teach me like relaxation techniques. ahahahah.

i believe you did the right thing.
need to start saving MORE money now-.- maybe about 50 a day? haha!

2007-09-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

i officially hate eom. its so bloody leceh and stupid. okay today got nth much la.. quite boring. 3hrs of geog which is totally dumb.. but we had this tea reception thing for the cca groups. i think its quite cool la.. abitttttttttt cool. but that rachel nv go! kuku ah she..

jillian is gonna bring pasta tmr! haha. so exciting. well not she cook one la. her maid cook one-.- but okay la. i like home cook food ma cos i'm deprived of it.. made me miss farah's super spicy yet delicious maggi.. oh well...

okay i dunno wad to blog about. so yeah. study study study..

2007-09-18T01:15:00.000-07:00

i guess you cant judge the way we are this way. different batch has their own different style of doing things. perhaps you can compare us with the previous batch but i think we just don show and appreciate things the way you expect it to be. indeed, the political right way when someone show you concern is to give back the same amount of love and concern back. however, if we do not show it in the politically right way, it does not mean we dont appreciate you or anyone else for instance.

but even if you think we are just not appreciative or maybe if we really arent appreciative, but shouldn't a teacher like you be doing this out of the love for us and sincerity, and not like other teachers? To me, when teachers give to their students for the sake of their job, perhaps they do want sth in return or to feel appreciated by gestures of their students. but if a teacher is doing it sincerely for their students, would you actually mind not having anything in return? Not trying to be nobelistic here, but i feel that if one is really concern and love something, he or she does something with no intention of recieving back anything. do you think gabriel takes up the role of a president and does the all the sai gang of a leader becos he wans to feel appreciated? do you think i conduct the band only to want the band to give me back something in return? i guess we do all these becos we enjoy and love what we are doing and if we don get back anything, we are fine with it..

i'm quite shocked when you said we were unappreciative of whatever you did for us. we have eyes to know who gives us their most and care for us. To me, your presence in the bandroom listening to us makes a lot of difference. and as a player i guess the best way to appreciate your sincerity is to play the notes on the score more than for the sake of music itself. music is dumb if you are playing it to make it musical, but it actually makes more sense if you play music for someone, right? and thats my way of appreciating yr presence. different people have different characters and ways to love a person. i don say thank you or anything of that sort.. or perhaps to you we don, but we show it in another which you perhaps fail to see it.

shall stop arguing till here. see you tmr..

2007-09-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

well, everyday is just studying and studying.. okay maybe i did went out during the wkends. but awhile only.. so its still 99% of the time studying.

today isnt a good day. i bloody fail my math test la. 12/25.. wtf! well i did study for it la. it is just that i just FORGOT to do question 3. the bloody trick ques.. i'm seriously aiming for full marks for promos maths. or at least only lose 5marks.. hurhur. i believe i can!

econs, geog and chem are freaking hard to start to study. i just dunno where to start. but econs isnt that bad becos i've been practising essays and essays everyday. so yeah..

miss ho has been discharged from the hospital alr. its like a last friday thing so yeah. luckily she is fine now:) good good. hope to see her at the tea reception this wed. hehehe.ANYWAY today i TRIED to buy food at this .... hmm let me see how to describe.. its the hid's grandmom's hse there this void deck thing for the fasting month la. the food just smells so heavenly from the bus stop la. so i tried to go buy.. but den.. i realised its damn weird cos all the people there were muslims who were fasting. so if i go buy food and eat like abit bastard rite.. nvm! i will try the food there soon! cos it just smells damn good! ahahahahaha!

life isnt always bitter.of today is a bad day, i will ensure that you will have a good day tmr k?:)

2007-09-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

Dans bonheur...

my mind was blocked most of the time last night. maybe thats the hard part because you will just translate wadever is on yr mind..

but well i got the whole structure of the piece out. so yeah goodie..................... but the software is still a problem... haha. going out soon. shall blogged another dayyyy.. hurhur.

~sometimes, i don mean what i say. thank you for yr sms on my "one of those nights"..~

2007-09-13T01:15:00.000-07:00

bitter sweet memories...

today sajc felt the tremors. but i didnt though cos i just cant feel it. haha. first period was gp ma den my friends all say the IT room was shaking.. den i was like huh??~ den they were like "can you feel it?". and i was like.. noooooo?? den in the end they all panic and left the room so i left also lo. only to see the school gathering at the track, SO there was tremors. and jillian's answer to why i cant feel it was this.. "MAYBE COS YOU ALWAYS MOVE ALOT BENNY! SO YOU CANT FEEL IT!" haha. i was like hurhur-.- and claudine damn funny la. cos she was shitting in the toilet when the tremors were felt, so this was her drama..

WA! you know rite you know rite... i was like shitting in the toilet leh. den halfway i thought i was having headache and thought why my head was like shaking KNOW. den i look up and my bag was like SHAKING left and right. so i panic know! and i just ~zoooooooooooT~ my shit out and faster run out.

she is freaking funny la. cant stand it man! thats all for the drama today.

i hate it when memories just flow back into my mind like this. all these memories that cut stright through... i'm gonna nap it off now..

2007-09-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

hardly blog now becos i spend most of my time online doing my music. including now..

we were like discussing wad would we do if we got retain, well, its a convo btw me, tau, ben yeo and shilin..

Ben yeo: i will.. stay in sajc. cos you work so hard for promos den if you leave den so wasted.....

Tau: i dunno leh. i dunno wad poly course to take. but maybe i will stay, but wont continue in band if i stay..

Shilin: huh~ i dunno leh. i wont go poly la. cos i dunno wad course to take..

Me: .....

i just find it so funny. we are like preparing where to go if we retain. i don even know where to go. i was telling people like how nice if life is just all about staying home getting enough rest, drinking a cup of liquor while doing music, once in awhile hang out with friends, work and get loads of money cos then you need not worry about money issues (LIKE THE BAND JERSEY).

i'm just getting abit tipsy. haha. back to music..

2007-09-10T03:19:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL SUCKS MAN! SUMPAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

school reopens today. i swear its damn stupid la! first was chinese period which my whole class wanted to watch fearless but mdm hue just said "YI HOU!" which means next time la. wad an idiot. den had no pe cos it was raining and j2s had promos. den math and econs were.. so-so la. ohwell.

anyway i was so surprised she msg me last night. i think probably she is just having a relapse like she said ba. well this is the first time she msg me more den one pages since like we.. yeah... i thot wad happen to her know. but well, she is fine now since i last saw her in school.

just to you, i really don need an answer. i mean last time i really do but now i don cos the you i'm seeing now is a happy one. so i guess your decision was correct or is correct.. whichever. alright. just take good care of yrself and if you have "relapse" again, i'm always available for you to turn to (i'm a light sleeper,rmb?) haha.

having a mental block now. just cant think of my how to continue my music..... think think thinkk.............................................................................

2007-09-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

i'm just so lazy to study and do anything.............

i wan my holidays again....

2007-09-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

i studied only like 3hrs today.haha. just felt like starting on my piece again:) and OMT, finale has like the most limited functions EVER.. i didnt even know it can only hold 8instrus at once.. i'm like gonna faint man. so had to separate the ww and brass part. let some people hear till where i stopped.. hmmm i really dunno how to make tuba part interesting....-.-

tmr got SL course.. but i dunno the time to report and all that shit. haha. damn sian la.. must go all the way to DOVER:s ohwell..

this part is dedicated to rachel:)

good that you made the right choice and follow what you wan rather den wad you think its correct. you lost one day of studying so better make that up. and yeah. make use of this time to build back the trust. wo shi guo lai ren remember? haha.rmb wadever it is, if at anytime you think your decision is not politically correct, just think of the wonderful memories rather den all the unpleasant ones? haha. yeah..

i see sibelius coming into my lappy... waha!
you think email is a new form of communication ah?:)
thanks for yr opinion!

2007-09-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

i feel like a weakling now.. people punch me i also will jus faint man. shldnt have forced myself to go out so early in the morning man. thot i'll be well by..... :/ tts my face now. haha. met benji in the morning which he was like 1hr late, wads new anyway, den studied abit den went for tuition den went for the wake.

it was the first time i see the entire batch so united for once. 99.978625% of the j1s batch went. i didnt really know wad to say to xin mei when she sat at our table. first time i was like wordless/speechless/noiseless.. i didnt stay for the service though. well, hope she will be fine soon..

my whole hse deprive of panadol man. so sad.. only got menstrual ones. but its my sis.. how to eat?! i'm still gonna study ltr. make up for tonight's schedule..

sad sad sad...

i wan sibelius too:(
should just talk it out la.
i need panadol and.....

2007-09-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

today, i got the news from farah that xin mei's mom passed away. although my first reaction was who is xin mei but the news was damn sudden. maybe cos i dunno the reason but is it just me or is everyone else falling ill too? hmmm first time i'm feeling sad about something like this. i mean, although if it happens to me, i wont feel anything (honestly) but if someone close to me passed away, i will be like damn sad. well, people who contributed to my life at least..

today is not emo day. today i did like geog the entire day.. shagged man. imagine looking at words and words for like 4hrs straight? can die man... :/ haha. though in between i put more effort practising my clarinet.

so random, but i wonder hows ms ho. i damn long nv talk to her like the long chat kind.. the next time i will see her is like next wk alr.so long.... haha. still owe ms ho swensens but now i'm back in my rich period. YES farah i'm feeling rich again! so good to feel rich you know. den you can anyhow spend your money. hoho! normally i will spend on food la. food is so essential know.. hai good food.. ~yummmmmzzz~ i still wan my clark quey restaurant la.. sian..

tmr got math tuition again. ahah. morning gonna study wif benji.. so weird rite?? i think more of just gossipping lo.. that idiot.

study hard mrs mok! no stress one la you:D
take care xin mei:)
so when's the sc match?

2007-09-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

you are welcome syarah!:D

haiyo long story about the virus on my com. so shall not talk about it. yest liverpool crushed derby man. was talking to russell about it. i tell you liverpool might become the champions man. sumpah... ohwell.

today i pon math tuition but will have it tmr. hehehehe. got excuse to skip den WHY NOT! ahah! felt abit guilty only.. just ABIT! had lunch den went to ALIEN's land den came home to do maths straight for 5hrs? thats why i'm here. tired of doing till late at night la.tmr still got class even though its the hols. sucks.

today i had the urge to go tcube to eat know.dunno why.. feel like eating their beef lasagne there. ahah. random. real random. anyway now its my broke period. i damn sad la. only have like $12 in my wallet now. sad life.... hai. need to work. money oh money.. where are you??lol!

so damn lazy to go the SL course.
the brownie DAMN nice la. looks though..
study study study

2007-08-31T03:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Teachers' Day to all the teachers out there:D

went back to tms. haha. i dunno whether its teachers day or childrens' day:x haha!

well, that is cheryl on the left:/ she is so crazy. when she saw me, she was like HIDE! me and russell were like huh?? haha. on the right is hwee leng:), the emotionally unstable one.. haha.

WHEN THE SAINTS GO MARCHING IN! haha. well, farah and rui qi are the saints la. eden is the future top student of temasek poly! ahah.

zizie! the tong bestfriend. and russell and zizie. ohpers of the world unite. haha. thats my ex lo. acting snobbish. hurhurhur.

AND TO MY DEAREST TEACHER! happy teacher's day miss ho! swensens ah! hahahahaha.

thats all for pictures. today had pool. wl eh.. owe russell (THE SHEN) starbucks.sian.aiya dunnowad to blog abt alr.. ohwell.haha.

when's sc match??
caramel caramel...=)