life isn't as good..

well, not many people know but yeah. shant say anything abt it. haven really seen them for a few days but i don really care. honestly.. i don anymore. haven been doing anything fruitful, spending nights out, playing pool till broke, meeting friends at night. yeah, i haven been doing my music. you know it requires motivation and i just don feel like doing it. but i will eventually.. and finish it with style.

band has been normal. with the shen arnd, sajc just suddenly sounds good-.- always like that. have to work on the xmas pieces for recording for some ulu performance thing in potong pasir. freaking stupid but wad to do............. and work on lotah. benji, you paying me not? haha! just for laughs....

i'm really fine people, and you. i know you have moved on with life, and i'm happy with that=) k? don worry, but rmb i'm always holding on to that dried flower and i'm always here when you need help. and indeed everything is temporary, beginning to believe that..

haven been going for sab prac ah. abit guilty... sorry la shen.. ahah!