dedicated to shaikha nurfarah mattar

my very first post was to an important woman, hidayah, in my life. now shall dedicate this to the girl who gave me something nobody ever will. she was the sweet girl with that brilliant smile on her face. got together in 141205 after much hiding here and there. since then, i was happily with her where she once gave me hope of true love. she is arab, i'm chinese. seems so difficult to get along? no... i respect her religion and make sure of no bah cho mee arnd her. she is one funny girl and romantic sweet ass. the best moment is the first time i held her hand... haha.

that was a moment in the bus. yes we were still in temasek. . .. . .. .

same. i love this picture the most!

this was after syf using nikki's cam.

this was our last photo then back in new zealand.

and lastly, i am avoiding you. its not a utterly hate you or anything. but i just need to see less of you, and talk less to you. cos the more i do, the sadder i get. so thats why i try to avoid you in school and everywhere. you have your new life also. you have your bestfriends and your new love, so it doesnt really matter that you have less of me wad. rite? i mean you also take million yrs to reply my sms. and we only talk about work school and more work.. i want out of you life ba.it will be better for both of us too.just take care for the whole time in the future. if anything happens, remember i will still be here for you. really..

gonna keep our gallery and my works. need to get a new life and thats my way of doing it.

your still in my heart always. . .