the one holding my soul.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

so i am down with serious headache cos i drank too much. the doctor is dumb, really. ppl say i got depression, like in wad way?:s ohwell. but currently my head hurts damn badly with a slight fever, if it was the past, her beautiful hands would have been there massaging my head fr me. well thats the past..

have been going out late at night to the beach to try and finish my compostion. its almost half done:) pretty happy about that. not easy okay. . . i made a duet piece with all the harmonies to take note of. its not an emo song don worry, change it for the better:) with stars in the sky, an occasional breeze.. it is a place of inspiration. really.

oh and stop asking me why am i emo? freaking hell, i sound like ah? honestly, i'm not. just that jealousy, envious, and random misses seem to be there. and no matter who is the one who is behind this, you seem to know my weakest pt of being angry easily. you are smart but i don doubt her still. kick your balls if i know who you are, which i somehow know already.

once before, stays forever in me..

and i said it all over again.12:27 AM