the one holding my soul.

Friday, June 22, 2007

dont you understand why i try to be happy?

when i'm sad and depressed, you don like it? so, since i still want to be your friend, i will be happier in front of you rite? nobody understands what i wan. so what if we broke up and no more obligations. cant even be friends? hey i don really care who msged me abt all the you and him stuff. i know its no longer sth i can do abt, but i'm still yr friend. you were once part of my life, an important one. suddenly you were being taken away. cant you imagine what i depend on now?

don treat me so differently now. even yr random friends have better treatment den me. i'm so jealous know. i just wan us to be normal, real normal friends. but you are shoving me away like a outcast sadly.

now you know why i go drink late at night and go to the beach as well.it helps to distract me..

and i said it all over again.7:33 AM