the one holding my soul.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Life will never go the way you want it to be~

With hopes high that twe will get a distinction for syf, they didn't. people say they improved and deserved to get a gold but that is the result and no one can change it. true? sajccb is also in a 50/50 state. so no complacency is needed for fellow band mates.

Just had band camp. seen improvement but definitely not enough..due to the fact that certain sections have their jrs hiding behind their seniors. see a lot of jrs practised.. but one golden rule in self practising: "Do not always practise hard but also practise smart, foundation builds everything and anything." Had hardcore sectionals and band pracs. not really that hardcore but its pretty tiring due to late nights. just hope these past few days will pay off.

school is busy, band is all in my mind and because of that i forgot about our Anni. i'm so forgetful and disappointed. not in you but in me.. becos i didnt expect me to forget. hai.. why are we so busy? we have our studies, school.. you have your friends, i have my music. one day 24hrs, and i spent less than one and a half hour with you:( how sad can this get? i plan everything for our anni on the com and i forgot to get in done. i need a bigger mind and more time in the day.. maybe i need 25 hrs a day and i can spend that little one hr with you.

life sucks..

my bloody PI sucks..

i just seem insignificant..

and i said it all over again.4:41 AM