Wednesday, June 07, 2006
blogging time :x quite a wierd feel to blog. today was such a stressful day till now e time i'm blogging. it all started aft i went to have lunch with farah at KFC.. wanted her to go hm first but well as usual she followed me first.aft lunch den i went back for class and she made her way hm. horror began :S she msg me,saying there were some guys who disturb her and stuff.first reaction. . .worried for her. i swear i've nv felt so worried for anyone before..
i get out of class and called her immediately. didnt really bother abt wad math class.. she said she was fine :x naturally if your girlfriend got bullied and disturb,and she say she's fine.. will you stop worrying? no rite. . . and to you babe,"your well-being was on my mind first den getting angry abt it if you understand. i'm was SO worried." soon,i left class saying there's sth urgent. made my way asap to her hse.. farah farah,you made me so worried honey:( i rush all e way just hoping to catch a look at her,seeing whther she's fine

met her at e usual place.she so dont look okay.. its tt eyes of hers.i know she wasn't okay.. ..till now.scared,frightened,trauma..
honey,i so totally failed as a boyfriend..
i feel so totally sorry you were alone at tt time
i shld've accompanied you hm first
i wish time could go back to its past and i'll hop on tt 12 with you:(
i know how frightening it can be
but from now till forever like i promise
"i'll always be there for you,and you'll never find yourself alone"


and i said it all over again.2:25 AM




UNVEILED
Benny. 17. clarinetist. conductor wannabe. TWE. SAJCCB. doesnt believe in promises. hate books, like totally. music is his life, not soccer. loves drama. doesnt own his own handphone. starbucks!. smile and character are all most important. fraps and pasta. once in a blue moon of high-ness!, okay maybe not-.-

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